THE PRESIDENT OF MOO MOO TOWN.
29 April.
NCC (DARE).
CHIJ-OLGC. SCGS(P). SCGS.

1 Love. 2 Love. 3 Love. 4G. 5SY. 6SY.

1SY. 2CO. 3GY. 4GY.

NORTH ZONE.
CIA 1. Audience of One.

SCRCY.
Warrant Officer.

I'm priceless.

Beloveds

3GY '09/4GY '10
Alison
Amelia

2CO '08
Evee
Huijun
Jean
Kelly

1SY '07
Celest
Jolenda

5SY '05/6SY '06
Amanda Faye
Andrea
Charlene Mummy
Eugenia
Fann
Jiejie
Lee Wei
Prezcheddar

NCC
Abby Choong
Anna
Cassandra Lau
Charis
Crystal
Evan
Gloricia
Hannah
Jodie
Laura
Melissa
Peixian
Sarah Neo
Wenhui
Zenda

SCRCY
SCRCY 2009
Sec Twos '10/'11
Sec Threes '10/'11
NCOS '10/'11
NCOs '08/'09
NCOs '07/'08
Amanda Soo
Carolyn
Diyana
Faeqa
Isabel
Jacqueline
Lee Rui
Peiwen Ma'am
Rachel Yew Ma'am
Ruth
Sarah Tan Ma'am
Siti
Sylvia Ma'am
Victoria Ma'am
WQ
YC
Ziying Ma'am

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JM
JW
Rachel

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others: * étoile filante, x_empty

What a one liner.
You didn't reply my message. Miss you to death x.x

I did! I saw it! :D

I really wish I could see you today.
What about you? Do you wish you could see me too?

Whatever it is, I guess my wish won't be coming true anyway.

Are you getting used to it already? :)

I. Am. Not. Hungry.

Remember all that talk about psycho-ing oneself? I guess it's my turn this time.

I'll believe you. I always do.

I still care very much. You just don't realise it.

Or, maybe, I just don't know how to express it well enough not to disappoint you so badly.

I'm sorry. Really.

Don't worry, the skipping of posts was intentional :)

Slept over at my grandparents' place yesterday with JM to relive our childhood memories even though we didn't manage to actually visit Hua Bee or play on the swings at the playground downstairs but it was fun nevertheless because I finally got to fulfill my McDonald's breakfast desire and watch a movie (The Princess and the Frog) which I couldn't enjoy very much because I was suddenly worrying about something else but it was pretty alright anyway :)

My feelings and emotions are all jumbled up now and I have no idea what I'm thinking of and what I should even think about.

Moo.

Love is patient :)

Maybe you'll find out when we actually talk to each other as much as we used to in the future again :)

Maybe you'll discover that it was nobody in the first place. Maybe you'll find out that it was Jesus all along. Maybe, just maybe, you'll realise that it could be you. Maybe you'll find out that it was someone else anyway. Maybe you won't even care anymore :)

You should utilise your blog more in times like these just in case anyone sees. It'll be way too late for us if that happened :)

So jealous! Who do you write secret letters to? :(

Don't get too used to it, okay?

I mean, this is a form of communication after all and I'm afraid of the day I even decide to stop replying you here to ease the hurt that's already inside of us.

She hasn't talked to me yet, and I feel neglected and shortchanged. Haha!
How am I supposed to stop communication altogether? I have 104 years more to live, and I can't bear not talking to you for 1 day.

ONE DAY. Oh dear, I just broke my abstinence from you :/
Hehehe! I'm feeling excited for the first time since yesterday.

Gosh, you react fast.

I have a feeling communication includes telepathy too and that's pretty sad... but I guess I understand where she's coming from, don't you? :)

Holy cow, thats evil. O:
If that happens, I think we'll both die.

Psst. I'll probably die first :P

Okay :)

She says that it'd be best if we stop all forms of communication altogether :(

I don't know what to do now.

You shouldn't try to forget...
You shouldn't forget all those moments we shared...
Just don't talk to me as much.

I... keep going back... and I can't stand it.

It's really difficult and painful to try to forget because I know that it's almost impossible when there's this side of me clinging on to every sweet memory that I've gone through and collected.

Argh! I need to keep from getting distracted when I'm attempting to complete my homework!

你最近还好吗？
忙碌吗？累吗？心还会痛吗？
如果真不得已，忘了我，快向快乐出发

I'm really glad we ended on an understanding note :)

我爱你, Je t'aime, Ich liebe dich, Σ'αγαπώ, אני אוהב אותך, मॅँ आपको प्रेम, Ti amo, 愛してる, 사랑해요, Eu te amo, Я тебя люблю, Te amo, Jag älskar dig, ฉันรักคุณ, Seni seviyorum,

I love you. Don't you ever forget that.

Maybe, if we tried, it wouldn't be that hard after all :)

I hate you so much I can't even tell you that I hate you.

But, then again, I should tell you that I love you all the same :)

I don't want to have to always read your mind because even Daddy knows I can't :)

It's alright, I'm really quite fine and I don't need your concern.

Oh, wait. I'm sorry. I forgot that I never had it in the first place :)

I guess trust is really a more serious issue compared to what I'd thought it would be.

Blessed Birthday, Jesus :)

Thank You for all You've done for me.

I can't tag on my tagboard! It's making me feel depressed because I am unable to reply tags.

I'd never thought I'd be this afraid of what my fellow churchmates would think about me.

Hello, nice to meet you. I am now a full-fledged guy and my name is Janice.

I feel sick being so busy and having to go out every day but I must say that I've been enjoying myself nevertheless :)

It felt really good to have been able to catch up with all of you again. Even though we don't meet often - extremely seldom, in fact, I honestly still feel welcomed when I hang out with you guys. The stupid things we did that made me laugh really hard caused me not to want to leave. I believe that there will be more to come, Amen?

The Christmas party was spent idling my time away just walking around, listening to people talk and observing my surroundings... simultaneously having fun altogether. Five continuous episodes of Band of Brothers creeped me out a lot. I entered the toilet extremely afraid of a sudden attack from some random army and the world falling into doomsday. I guess movies like these really get to me a lot and I really wonder how I'm going to survive New Year's Eve watching another five episodes because I practically died watching the series.

Coach: Dione, do you want to go up to sleep or not? You conk out every episode, you know.

Oops... I think the whole day really wore me out, especially since I had to rush home to prepare gifts for the party and all. Sorry 山田K that I wasn't able to go out with you before you leave for 日本 :( It felt really good to be a blessing, though! Praise Jesus for Mommy who willingly drove me over to Clementi MRT even though she just reached home when I was all ready to leave, was completely unsure where the station was located and I was the one who was to blame for my tardiness.

I didn't eat much during the party or at the house probably because I had already eaten quite a lot before that. I didn't even have the appetite for my long-awaited McDonald's breakfast... well, at least I got the chance to save some money from all those I've been spending foolishly. It was fun talking, getting to know new people and observing everyone all over again.

Shawn: [Tugs on Bryan's shirt, sits up from his sleeping position and points to left hand's ring finger] This is the security guard, this is the security guard...
Bryan: Huh? What security guard?!
Shawn: The one from the first night...
Everyone: [Laughs hysterically]
Shawn: [Looks at everyone with a super blur look and falls back to sleep]

Coach: His look was classic, man!

Love my friends to death.

“他对我实在是太重要了。他就像是我的空气、就像是我的哥哥、像是我最好的家人... ... 所以绝对不可能是我的男朋友。”

To be honest, EJ5 was the best EJ camp I have ever been to in my life. Every year, I repeatedly have the same mindset that EJ2 is unbeatable and that the subsequent EJ camps will just continue to worsen but I guess I was wrong. I probably expected a lot more this time round and the best part is that Daddy fulfilled all of my expectations to make this camp the most enjoyable one in history. Thank You, Daddy. I know that You'll never disappoint me :)

Caught a little bit of the flu but I'm recovering fast by God's grace even though my medicine's causing me to feel all dizzy and fatigued while my showercap totally gave me a headache. I feel good going online for only a few minutes today. Borrowed two documentaries from the library for my English holiday homework. Both of them talk about eating disorders. I didn't know that the consequences would be so ugly. Maybe I don't want to be anorexic after all.

There are just some things in life I cannot explain. I really wish I could blog as well as some other people because my posts don't even seem to make any sense at all. They used to be lovely pieces of art I could look back, reflect and smile upon because of the way they seemed so perfect until I stopped planning them and started posting impromptu entries which completely destroyed the peaceful and calm atmosphere because of the way they stood out and differed from the rest.

I guess I should start looking on the bright side of this and realise that the reason why I have nothing to plan out anymore is because my life has probably been less depressing ever since my obsession ended and there was nothing serious that could make me sad anymore :)

Did you fall asleep on me again?

Oh dear, you caught my cute little flu bug. Maybe you shouldn't have shared my drink at that point of time. It was rather cool to have someone else blowing her nose besides myself today. Thank God I didn't need to feel so embarrassed. Hehe!

Sleepover @ Sam's on Friday was fun. Met at ION Orchard to shop for our performance outfit but realised that we actually didn't need to buy anything so ended up shopping for useless stuff like my heels and Havaianas! Jodie couldn't stay over so it was only Joey, Sam and me. Bonded a lot and had prata after which I fell asleep while watching School of Rock for the tenth time.

EJ5 is tomorrow and I'm really excited! Can't wait to be overwhelmed by God's abundant blessings during this camp and all the future events to come. I'm honestly expecting a lot from this camp and I know Daddy will not let me down :)

Shall go take a shower now then rest well for the whole lot of activities that I'm going to have to deal with for the next three days!

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"This one Korea one eh."
"Ya, Asia always like to make horror movies one lor!"
"No, but I said this one Korea one!"

You should feel apologetic because you just destroyed my blog :)
Besides, you didn't post too. Hahahahahahahaha! I feel super tired now (x.x)

RAWR!

Honestly, why are you such a strange person?

Sometimes, I really don't know what your problem is and why you seem to enjoy putting me down just to make yourself feel better. Just for your information, I dislike associating with such people like yourself because you offend others all the time, if you haven't noticed. It's as if you know all the horrible things you're doing but you choose to act innocent and oblivious to the cunning ways you hurt and scar people deep inside.

By the way, no matter how much you try to redeem yourself, the bad impression I've created of you will probably linger in my heart forever. Forgive me, for I don't know why it will myself.

Thank you Daddy for wonderful food. :)

Details of the sleepover on 山田K's blog! Go read it, especially if you're employed by Johnny to work in JE and go by the name of 山田涼介. One thing's for sure, I had so much fun I'm feeling really sleepy now... therefore the very mundane blog post.

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"Have you had any other boyfriends?"
"Yes, but this is the first real relationship."
"Wow, so you had imaginary ones?"