Sunday, November 21, 2010
449. @ 10:11 pm
Although this space is my only outlet, I guess I've got to give it up because this would've probably happened sooner or later, and Daddy just told me to go ahead with sooner.
Letting go may be hard, but it's only when I do that I can make space for the greater supply to overflow in my life.
These may be my last words here, but
look out, because my miracle is coming :)
448. @ 3:20 pm
I wish I had never met you.
That's the second time I've ever said it to someone, and the second time I actually mean it from the bottom of my heart.
I'm going to disappear slowly, and I hope that makes you happy.
447. @ 3:16 pm
We all need somebody to lean on.
When you were feeling down, there were so many people to blame me, to back you up.
And now when I desperately need somebody to talk to, there's no one except Jesus so I guess now's the time when everything will just go uphill from here and when I embark on the greatest journey with Him ever.
-
By the way, I just did something drastic I don't know if I will ever regret but, either way, I believe it's something Jesus has led me to do and something which will be the best for me in the long run.
Saturday, November 20, 2010
446. @ 12:21 pm
"you"?
What a subjective word.
I give the both of "you"
all my blessings :)
445. @ 4:17 am
The main reason why I've been looking forward to sleeping every night is because it's the only time I can escape from the harsh reality that maybe you don't care anymore.
444. @ 4:13 am
I feel like I have
[REJECTED] stamped all over my forehead.
Thursday, November 18, 2010
443. @ 10:52 pm
You make me feel like I'm not pretty enough.
442. @ 2:46 pm
I have this immensely strong feeling that, one day, I will inevitably break down from all this confusion and kill myself.
Let's see if anybody actually cares when that happens.
:)
441. @ 2:38 pm
Daddy, what do I do now that I know I can never forgive?
440. @ 1:25 am
"Friends have seasons. Maybe it's not our season anymore."
439. @ 1:24 am
Maybe if you'd thought about it just a little bit harder, you'd realise why and you wouldn't have had to ask.
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
438. @ 9:51 pm
You guys are the sole reason why I have learnt to suspect with the greatest doubt even the ones closest to my heart.
Maybe it's my problem, but thank God I have a larger family apart from this broken network between us.
437. @ 9:46 pm
I am so glad I have Jesus to rely on and nobody else :)
436. @ 9:45 pm
What would you have done if you actually saw the state I was in last night?
435. @ 9:39 pm
Don't hate me 'cause I'm beautiful :)
434. @ 12:33 am
I have no reason to struggle with insecurity because I am secure in the name of Jesus.
I don't think anybody ever sees the truth, so I'm just gonna walk as if my words aren't almost never taken seriously by anyone at all.
433. @ 12:01 am
I must admit that you did some things I didn't like - that is completely and
honestly my personal problem.
But... did you really have to do that one particular action
directly in my face? Did you really have to show me how sociable and amicable you can be? Did you have to imply how accepted you would be anyway if I disappeared from the face of this earth and how unnecessary I truly am?
Did you actually realise at that moment how many times you've been insulting me ever since we first met? Do you realise now, or has everything just deliberately been a false pretence to mock my ignorance?
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
432. @ 8:42 am
I'd rather be the one who gets hurt instead of it being the other way around.
Monday, November 15, 2010
431. @ 8:44 pm
There is a reason behind everything I do, including what happened the day before, yesterday, today and forever.
It's just a pity you never discover the truth because I'm always too ashamed to admit it.
I am a lousy friend.
430. @ 8:41 pm
That's what you
think, and that's what we'll have to live with.
It makes me cry.
429. @ 5:10 pm
I gave you a chance, and I hope you don't regret what you just did and whatever that will bring in the future :)
428. @ 5:08 pm
It's finally over, and I cannot thank Jesus enough for being the only One faithfully supporting and guiding me throughout this whole journey :')
Tuesday, November 09, 2010
427. @ 11:55 pm
I hope you know that I respect your privacy, and I think it'd be
lovely if you showed some respect for mine too.
426. @ 9:10 pm
Okay... um... seriously... I don't know if it's just me, but... you people need to learn how to
chill and not get so
overly excited over like...
everything...
Saturday, November 06, 2010
425. @ 9:14 am
When will you
ever be able to tell?
Well, I'll wait. But, in the meantime, don't you think of ever talking to me again, because that was a whole opportunity missed right there.
Friday, November 05, 2010
424. @ 4:02 pm
Dione, there's something you should remember for life. In this world, only Jesus can read your mind. He's not Jesus.
Monday, November 01, 2010
423. @ 11:32 pm
I run away from you because
you are a disease to me :)