Tuesday, October 12, 2010
412. @ 9:53 pm
I don't exactly know how to put this but, if you notice me beginning to ignore you, there must be something very wrong either with me or with you since I don't ignore people very much.
I must also stress that the problem would most probably lie with you because, ever since I started acting normal again, my mind has also since regained the notion that my abnormality must've indeed been frustrating for others to endure considering the fact that I find it annoying myself now that I have to face it practically everywhere I go.
But I must also admit that my agitation is perhaps due to my irrational attitude towards the many circumstances that shroud me, causing me to suffocate and explode. I think my unusually disadvantageous competitive edge is beginning to show.
But, honestly (maybe not), I don't really care about all you silly people out there because I hope you suffer in extremity and die so that I have a reason to laugh at the prospect of never having to tolerate all your nonsense ever again because I am evil and I am unafraid to admit it.
The difference between the both of us is that I am sick - but you are
worse.
I hope nobody actually understands what I'm talking about except for the small handful of people I used to call my friends this post is directed to. Unfortunately, I have a feeling whatever I've just tried so desperately to conceal would strike most as a pretty blatant issue anyway.
We are all hypocrites in our own little ways. That is possibly our greatest similarity.