Monday, April 12, 2010
305. @ 1:13 pm
I love the way your sentences look so pretty chock-full with bombastic vocabulary and perfect language use.
Today was weird.
Woke up at 1.30am to find myself lying on my parents' bed and realising that I still had a few pages of Bio left unstudied for so I instinctively rushed back to finish up the incomplete and caught a mild headache at 3.30am while playing Tap Tap when I decided that maybe it would be better if I rested first. Set my alarm at 4am but slept through all the way to 6.30am only to suffer from a persistent pounding head and an annoying throat but dragged myself to school for Bio and English prelim oral anyway.
Felt myself getting weaker through flag-raising and English ("Why are you worrying about the absentees?" - well, maybe because this smile I fake implies that I'm very soon gonna join the whole lot of them too) so just lay my still-aching head on my desk until we had to get out for Lit lecture. Couldn't think properly for the timed essay = the words on my foolscap sheet are crap. History lecture was much better but I guess I chose not to listen much because I didn't want the pain to return.
She totally doubted us at the beginning of E Math so I just gave her the why-the-heck-are-you-asking-I'm-obviously-telling-the-truth face. Collected a green early release form which she perhaps didn't catch, leaving us stranded outside to "wait" - for her to finish her lesson. So much for leaving class early. I was officially the seventh absentee from 4GY -
rest.
The pains all over which I can still very blatantly sense started only when I reached the clinic. The doctor says I'm wheezing and have mild bronchitis (again). Is that bad? I don't want it to get worse because my chest hurts enough. The weakness came back and now even taking a shower seems to be a chore. Everything is presently in slow-mo - yes, even slower than it usually is on normal days - and I will go eat my porridge now because 妈妈煮的粥最好 :)
I want to run my errands, then study for Wednesday's re-scheduled prelim oral.
I am currently waiting - for you, for them.
I think I'm getting more eccentric by the day... it's like I don't know how to be normal anymore.
Maybe it's just my perception (vs reality).