Monday, March 15, 2010
266. @ 6:45 pm
I'm sorry if I sounded a bit too harsh because I really regret it but I guess I'll have to understand why I ultimately did it.
Today, during History lesson, my teacher told us something that scurried along the lines of: Once a person's trust has been betrayed, it'll be very difficult to mend the relationship again. I don't know what to think about it. Want to give me some advice? I'll gladly appreciate it.
I'm not sure what impression you may have of me right now but I'll understand if you never want to talk to me ever again but I just want you to know that I don't want our friendship to end here over such a trivial issue. I guess I'm just really tired of your little flirty actions but the most I'll do is just to stay away from you so that I won't get hurt anymore. If I'm not good enough for you as a friend, just tell me directly and I'll get the hint. I'll respect your decision.
I have so much to say to you but it'll almost be like repeating the things you never seem to comprehend.
Just for your information, I was thinking about you the whole day throughout lessons because I was afraid you'd hate me after reading what I had to say. Yes, just so you know, you're that important to me.
Don't disappear from my life.