Saturday, February 27, 2010
245. @ 11:34 pm
I feel that I need to vent but I don't even know what to rant about because I'm so used to bottling everything up and keeping everything to myself that it's become difficult to express myself with mere words, sentences and paragraphs. I am sick of arguing, getting ignored, feeling irrationally lethargic, frustrated, annoyed, irritated, agitated, lousy, worthless and insecure, not knowing what to do, being confused, becoming afraid of little things, not remembering to put Jesus first, thinking that nobody really cares, having to face selfish people every day, not knowing who my true friends are, being unable to concentrate on things I should be focusing on, trying to think too much for my own good, planning too far ahead, misunderstandings, immaturity, people who don't even
try to understand, complaints from everywhere around, stress, school, spite, jealousy and so much more.
I need to list all my unhappy thoughts down, burn them all up and forget about them once and for all so that I'll feel better and will actually be able to move on from here.