Monday, February 01, 2010
231. @ 6:06 pm
Thanks for making me
immune to feeling out of place all the time.
Thanks for blaming me about something you probably realise that I didn't intentionally cause. It was your decision to wait and you chose to stay.
Thanks for making me realise that Jesus has been, is and always will be my one and only true friend yesterday, today and forever and that you will never be able to make me quite as happy as He can.
Thanks for enlightening me that I should never go against my wishes just to temporarily please someone who will never appreciate my actions.
Thanks for being so
immature and making my day a pretty horrid one.
But, most of all, thanks for reminding me that the only reason why I'm getting hit with so many obstacles is because the devil is jealous of the humongous blessing Jesus has in store for me in this area :)
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I thought I'd made it clear enough that you were someone I really treasured a lot but I guess, even if that's the complete truth and no matter how pure it may be, I will never be treated the same way by you.
It hurts so much I just want to kill myself and disappear from the face of this earth but I know running away from the root of the problem is never the solution so I guess the only thing I can do now is to show the world that a 37kg is very possible. Yes.