Saturday, January 30, 2010
230. @ 10:26 pm
I didn't feel hungry one bit today because I've been eating almost non-stop since 9.30am!
First, I had kaya butter toast + half-boiled egg + almond drink + wan ton mee + Destined to Reign at Square 2 for breakfast.
Then, I had a bit of roasted chicken + pandan spongecake + Milo + To Kill a Mockingbird for lunch.
Finally, I just ate 山田K's 麻辣 noodles (I was extremely shocked when it numbed my tongue because it really wasn't that spicy!) + more roasted chicken + home-made almond drink + grapes for dinner!
I feel like a pig... but I don't care. I need to drink more Pokka milk tea to hydrate myself.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
229. @ 9:07 pm
My greatest wish now is to spend a day, just one day, alone with Jesus with nothing to stress me out and nothing I need to focus on except for Him and Him alone because I really don't like the noise I have to face with every day, everywhere I go.
Please don't misunderstand because all I want is some peace and quiet. I don't think anyone would understand how much I really desire for that right now and how much talking is actually equivalent to suffering by having to pretend that I'm enjoying it instead.
Maybe... I don't know what I sincerely want.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
228. @ 5:24 pm
No.
My heart hurts. Literally.
Friday, January 22, 2010
227. @ 5:31 pm
It's finally Friday but there're still lots of homework to be done. I tore my left contact while washing it yesterday.
Cute?
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
226. @ 6:32 pm
I feel helpless when my friends are obviously saddened and worried over something but I can't do anything to make them feel better except stumble over all my words because I have no idea what had happened.
I feel lost when I know I'm not a good talker and I'm around people whom I don't know what to say to to start a conversation while there's an awkward silence radiating around us.
I feel useless.
Sunday, January 17, 2010
225. @ 10:42 am
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I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you.
Do you realise it?
224. @ 8:31 am
I was never this much of a perfectionist. I used to be the very rough little girl who always dreamed of being that perfect gentle role model.
Now, I'm just too slow.
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When I rest in my studies, Daddy will ensure that I reign in my examinations :)
Friday, January 15, 2010
223. @ 12:08 am
By the way, just for a laugh amidst the stress and misery disguised as a thing called school, I'd spotted this slogan on Threadless the other day:
Haikus are easy
But sometimes they don't make sense
Refrigerator
I found it really hilarious. What a cheap thrill :)
Thursday, January 14, 2010
222. @ 8:21 pm
Yesterday, my head hurt. Today, it was my chest.
I've always had the mindset that Chemistry seemed fun but maybe it's because I don't really know it yet.
I will not fall asleep with the lights and my laptop switched on tonight.
Amen.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
221. @ 5:51 pm
Today, I kept getting sudden headaches in school and I couldn't figure out why. My mom told me that it was because my hair's too long and heavy while guaranteeing that my headaches will disappear once I trim my hair short. I refuse to believe her.
I have a lot of homework due this week but I'm too tired to be in the mood to complete them. Maybe it's also because most of them consists of Secondary Three work I've completely forgotten how to do.
I screwed up my Trigonometry quiz during A Math remedial today because I didn't have enough time and didn't expect the need to hand it in. There's the possibility that it may be graded.
I still don't really care.
Somehow, I feel that I'm breaking down slowly, day by day, but Daddy tells me that'll never happen with Him around :)
Friday, January 08, 2010
220. @ 9:41 pm
I ate a lot today (chocolate muffin, red apple juice, strawberry tea, pork ramen, salmon onigiri, green tea cake, strawberry yoghurt drink, Pokka milk tea, almond soya bean milk, Ghana chocolate and vanilla muffin) so 山田K should be very happy now!
My laptop has been running very slowly these few days because its C drive is about to explode and, no matter how much I try to free the space in it, my computer stubbornly continues to notify me of low disk space and I don't even have enough space now to uninstall the largest software in my laptop.
I only have $2 left in my readily available savings right now and it's not even because I've spent all my money away.
I've promised myself to go shopping tomorrow :)
Tuesday, January 05, 2010
219. @ 8:30 pm
I didn't understand a single thing during A Math today.
Miss Lau, I miss you :'(
I felt so bad I wanted to slam my head hard against the wall for real in the hope that everything could just blank out for a while.
Friday, January 01, 2010
218. @ 9:04 pm
Dione is a happy girl :)
217D. @ 5:43 pm
I order you to wake up now! RAWR!