Tuesday, December 15, 2009
189. @ 12:48 am
To be honest, EJ5 was the best EJ camp I have ever been to in my life. Every year, I repeatedly have the same mindset that EJ2 is unbeatable and that the subsequent EJ camps will just continue to worsen but I guess I was wrong. I probably expected a lot more this time round and the best part is that Daddy fulfilled all of my expectations to make this camp the most enjoyable one in history. Thank You, Daddy. I know that You'll never disappoint me :)
Caught a little bit of the flu but I'm recovering fast by God's grace even though my medicine's causing me to feel all dizzy and fatigued while my showercap totally gave me a headache. I feel good going online for only a few minutes today. Borrowed two documentaries from the library for my English holiday homework. Both of them talk about eating disorders. I didn't know that the consequences would be so ugly. Maybe I don't want to be anorexic after all.
There are just some things in life I cannot explain. I really wish I could blog as well as some other people because my posts don't even seem to make any sense at all. They used to be lovely pieces of art I could look back, reflect and smile upon because of the way they seemed so perfect until I stopped planning them and started posting impromptu entries which completely destroyed the peaceful and calm atmosphere because of the way they stood out and differed from the rest.
I guess I should start looking on the bright side of this and realise that the reason why I have nothing to plan out anymore is because my life has probably been less depressing ever since my obsession ended and there was nothing serious that could make me sad anymore :)
Did you fall asleep on me again?