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山田K's at my house now! We're having a fun time chatting with each other over MSN. She wants to eat but I'm still taking a long time to finish typing this entry. I guess I'm not very used to a Mac yet...

Ate a lot today but felt really good... I shall blog more later! (^_^)Y

It's kind of sad how the both of us know what we want but are unsure of exactly how to go about fulfilling our dreams. I guess it's time I actually stop trying and instead leave it all to Daddy to handle because I know that He's going to make things work out in the best way possible for me :)

I love Starbucks' vanilla steamed milk and Croque Monsieur! The both of them made up the best meal I had today :)

Today was... eventful. Woke up at 6.55am for breakfast, 11am ticket queue then lunch at KFC and therefore felt really sleepy during service. It's okay, Jesus provides double restoration, Amen! Went shopping after service and discovered many things I needed to buy. I think I've worn all my clothes at least once already...

Anyway, praise God. I asked my mom casually if we could have pizza for dinner and she really went out to buy two boxes! Love her! She promised me to take me out shopping one of these days. I really believe this is the time of her breakthrough period because Jesus is showing her many revelations so, Daddy, bless her more and more abundantly as the days go by and let her shine Your glory in everything she does! :)

I think I blogged pretty well last time. I remember I didn't blog much because I used to pre-plan my posts to make sure they were perfect before I published them. Maybe I should start doing that again.

Do you know how difficult it is to have to put on a face everytime it happens - how I keep pretending that everything is perfectly fine and dandy when it is evidently not?

I guess I haven't made it clear what really pisses me off everytime I see you. Maybe I should just continue disguising my true emotions because it probably won't even matter when you find out the real thing.

Okay, I'm done ranting. Jesus, help!

For thou O Lord are a shield for me, You're the glory and the lifter of my head.

Today was my last day there and I must say that the experience I've gained was extremely blessed! Everything that happened was really Daddy working in our midst :)

Spent these few days reading through past archives of blogs and MSN conversations. I must say that my past has been an interesting one and I believe that everyone has really grown from glory to glory. I can't believe how much it has entertained me during my boredom.

Woah... ate a lot these few days! Pan Pacific Hotel's Global Kitchen for Tuesday's dinner was amazing. I loved the set-up and all. Food was heavenly too! Best of all, Jesus completely blessed me with it to the extent that I didn't have to pay for the $45+++ buffet! :D

Lunch today was blessed by Daddy too. Will miss my mentors greatly! I'm going to try keeping in touch with them :)

I think that I blogged much better in the past.

Jesus, I'm going to make this a quick one!

I proclaim that the auditions went perfectly well, You prospered our mistakes (just like how you did the other time for Jodie that her mistake was not even recognised!), we reflected and shone with your glory, we were overflowing with Your abundant favour and that the judges will be absolutely pleased when they see the video!

I'm really excited for more blessings to come! Daddy, thank You for the opportunity I've always dreamed of :)

You know, I'm really not being petty and unreceptive.

You just have to understand why I choose to do what I do. Maybe, if you'd thought about it a little harder, you'd discover that it was all for your own good.

However, my opinions may be deemed wrong too.

Wow. Proverbs 24 really spoke to me today. I'm going to be submissive. Daddy, help me cast all these worldly thoughts away because I know they don't belong in me! :)

Daddy, I just finished eating one whole burger. Please cast all its fats to those who need it and make me feel less full.

I'm really excited for later!!! For now, I'll just have to enjoy 3 more hours of... computer work.

I want to grow closer to Jesus.

My whole life is Yours
I give it all
Surrendered to Your name
And forever I will pray
Have Your way

6pm... please arrive soon.

Woah... this week has been extremely hectic!

I had to wake up at around 7am from Tuesday to Friday but it's all for a good cause because I believe that I've been having fun! :)

Tecman, Pepper Lunch, DARE service, green patch and foodcourt yesterday! Celebrated Jonathan Chan's birthday with two cakes (exactly like last year's miscommunication, praise Daddy) and gave him a gift. I really hope he got my message online... all of us don't want you to leave (especially Shawn)! :'(

Apart from the depressing conversation, yesterday was superb! I totally cannot wait for EJ5, really!!!

Today was awesome!!! I'm sorry I had to miss lunch and leave early. The message that Pastor Lian preached today was amazing and dinner was pretty good for me!

I've suddenly become very excited (O_O) Praise Jesus.

Take my five loaves and three fishes
Do with it as You will
I surrender
Take my fears, my inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all

I know that I'm probably wrong anyway.

Blessed night.

Sorry for not posting in a while... everything's so jumbled up, I don't know what to blog about anymore! There's not much time for me to do it these days anyway.

I guess you don't need me anymore, huh?

Not like you ever did in the first place :)

Yes, I'm sure you don't need me anymore.

I should stop sounding like such a crude baby.

Well, did your wish come true? Because I sure pray it did.

Don't entertain me if that's not actually what you truly desire to do.

Wow. Something inside urged me to read the daily devotional because I was so frustrated and guess what?

Today's devotional is about our 'earthiness' and how Christ is in us! Plus, "Should you lose your cool with your spouse or children, remember that Christ in you is your patience."

Praise Jesus! It spoke to me really well! So... Daddy, I thank You that You are my patience! :)

Oh my gosh. Everything is pissing me off really badly right now!

カイリン (L) 山田 涼介/森本龍太郞 says:
i hate
it
when
ppl
when they talk, they will add a "cans" at the back
this is an example:
Chinen`s mother is super duper pretty cans?
what for to add a cans!
obviously can la idiot
Daddy's beloved デイオン says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
YOU ARE RIGHT
Omg... they're so insecure
カイリン (L) 山田 涼介/森本龍太郞 says:
so annoying cans
precisely cans
Daddy's beloved デイオン says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
CANS
カイリン (L) 山田 涼介/森本龍太郞 says:
dont laugh cans
not funny cans
Daddy's beloved デイオン says:
Okay lah cans
Sorry cans
カイリン (L) 山田 涼介/森本龍太郞 says:
k la, accept your apology cans
HAHAH CANS
Daddy's beloved デイオン says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA CANS
Can lah cans
Omg cans
I'm laughing cans!!!
カイリン (L) 山田 涼介/森本龍太郞 says:
me too cans
so retarded cans
Daddy's beloved デイオン says:
I post this on my blog cans?
カイリン (L) 山田 涼介/森本龍太郞 says:
can cans
HAHAHA CANS
Daddy's beloved デイオン says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA CANS
I keep laughing cans
カイリン (L) 山田 涼介/森本龍太郞 says:
me too cans
im so funny cans
HAHA cans

... and we're still going on with it... cans?

I'm starting my Work Experience Programme tomorrow and I'm excited!

Daddy, protect me and fill me abundantly with Your grace and favour so that I will be able to enjoy my work experience worry-free. I believe that You will prevent me from committing any mistake at all :) Cause these two weeks to be extremely fulfilling and full of Your presence that even testimonies and revelations may arise from this. Amen!

There is therefore now no condemnation.

Just recently, 山田K was drawing smiley faces joined together so I made them look like grapes. However, Wan Qi thought that they looked like a potato army so she decided to congest the back of her foolscap with her very interesting discovery. Next to it, she drew a pack of trees and, being the very smart me,

Me: What's this? A tree army?
Wan Qi: No, it's a forest (-_-;)

Hehe.

山田K: I just saw someone in our school who looks like Oguri Shun, guess who? (^O^)
Me: I know who! So obvious...! [A few seconds later] But Oguri Shun looks like a guy!
山田K: ... He IS a guy!

Why doesn't that scene seem funny anymore? Well, at least the humour lasted for a while :(

I love Popeye's biscuits but the strawberry cheesecake wasn't very good... it just tasted like normal sponge cake. I liked the dessert they had the other time I went there. It was very special but it was probably some promotional item on the menu? :(

Spoke a lot of Japanese today with 私の一番の友達! It was kind of fun but confusing! Laughed a lot, especially about the umbrella thing (-_-;) I am not as short as you may think I am!!! You're just taller! Can't wait to find out my WEP schedule! (ね?) Sleepover!

I guess I'm pretty tired now... said sorry to my mom for giving up on the Chemistry test today. I really feel that I've let her down a lot this year. Therefore, I've promised myself to be more hardworking from now on so that I'll do exceptionally well for the rest of the tests to come with Daddy's help and guidance, Amen :)

School's finally over!!! やった！

Daddy's really bringing the lost back home! :)

So, I've decided not to blog in Chinese!

I have been repeatedly falling asleep after having dinner these few days and I don't like it.

Had curry instant noodles for dinner yesterday because I refused to eat the food that was catered. My house stores a lot of junk food. I've been telling my mom to stop buying them if she plans on saving money but she still continues to do so.

I always feel hungry in the middle of the night when I stay awake throughout but the feeling fades after a while. Maybe I should just go study Chemistry now that it's too late to fall back asleep again.

我读华文读得好闷哦。。。也许我应该换角度，练习一下其他的项目吧。

好多朋友们都在博刻上用华文来沟通。我应不应该从现在开始在这里永远都打文字呢？哈哈，我会仔细地想一想 (^_^)Y

晚餐吃得特别地饱，使我非常地讨厌自己。食物好烦哦！如果我们不必吃饭，那就该多好了。。。

华文一级棒！

I don't know why but I feel really tired right now. I woke up at 7.30am reluctantly because I was still very sleepy but I had to get up so that I could reach Expo by 9am (which I didn't manage to). Service was awesome :)

I enjoy learning Chinese but I'm just really lazy to memorise good phrases and all that kind of stuff for Tuesday's 'O' Level paper. Daddy, even though I haven't been consistent in my Chinese, I know that your grace is sufficient to energise me to work harder and score me an A1.

I managed to buy the things I've wanted to buy today and also got to reflect and gain insight on the current happenings which actually made me feel much better. I guess today was pretty fruitful (thank you) :)

Somehow, I realise that my heart beats exceptionally fast when I feel fatigued. I should go rest now...

Goodbye.

P/S Sorry, this post was horribly disorganised.

山田K! You've been an amazing friend to me because you're really one of the few people who do not actually mind sharing your true feelings and experiences with me and that's what makes me feel that you're someone I can sincerely trust because I'm not afraid that you won't want the best for me :)

I'm sure I'm not the only person in this world who feels the same way so, on behalf of all the people who share the same sentiments as me, we honestly love you very, very, very much! I know that you know that I treasure our friendship a lot and, no matter how cliche this may sound, it hurts to see you having to suffer so much just because of such a (somewhat) unimportant and trivial matter. I know that I don't want to see you doing something unhealthy which doesn't edify your soul well :(

I'm just going to say what's from the bottom of my heart ♥ Even though I'm supposed to be the person aiding you in achieving your goal, try not to do what you feel is uncomfortable, k? I trust that you know your limits. You don't have to try pleasing or helping everyone get what they want. After all, they probably don't understand how you really feel. I may sound stupid and selfish advising you like this but I guess it's the wisest thing to do now to prevent yourself from getting too stressed up over everything that's currently happening. You're ultimately the only person who can save yourself from all the distress so it's important not to condemn yourself. Don't be influenced by the world. Be optimistic, alright? All of us love you just the way you are, don't you agree? Don't torture yourself... because d-ing was never meant to be a sad thing to do :)

In the end, I will still support your final decision but just remember that only insane freaks would want to see you miserable... and I know for sure that I'm sane and anti-retarded :)

I pray that you'll have only good slumbers and no more nightmares anymore because I believe that you don't deserve emotional traumas like these. Whatever it is, know that you have me as a friend to talk to anytime. I will try my best to help you because you were the one who first taught me the importance and role of a true friend :)

Blessed night, dear. I love you ♥

Ew. You're disgusting.

I don't even think you're fit to be a leader. Oh, wait. I think I've already mentioned that before. Oh, well. I guess it's worth mentioning a second time since it's only but the truth :)

Maybe I should just stop being such a coward and actually stop hiding my posts about you in fear of what you'll do to me in return.

The world needs to be wary of your evil deeds because I don't want them to have to go through all the hurt that has befallen on me.

Mommy was right. Really. She's right most of the time, whether you want to believe it or not, and she's perhaps the second wisest person I know after Jesus living on the face of this planet. I should start listening to her more often because she's probably the main channel Daddy uses to speak through to me.

Please don't call me crazy because the only true hypocrite is the person you see in the mirror every day, if you even do.

I don't think I will ever want to return to Sakae Sushi ever again! I've always had the impression that the food was never fresh to begin with and I think that impression's going to last for a long time, especially after the horrible experience I had had today. Not only was the food not up to my expectations but the staff were also shorthanded (they had to run around the restaurant serving the needs of many inconsiderate school students) and some of Mom's and my orders weren't taken so we kind of had to remind them even though we were already prepared to leave without receiving our food. Poor management. Poor staff.

I know that I will win in this battle.

I have nothing to say anymore.

I've just realised that I don't like it when I talk too much because I always return to my solace and recall on how talkative I shouldn't have been for a very long time until I'm satisfied with the serenity of the current situation.

I ate quite a lot today - two buns, a bit of 山田K's waffle and one bite of Evanne's sandwich. Even though it may not seem like much, I feel extremely bloated. Maybe it's because of the alcohol pad from the buns. Yes, the ones you can buy from 7-Eleven. The alcohol honestly made me feel uncomfortable the whole day because I kept feeling that I was breathing out something hot which smelt like alcohol today.

Anyway, the mock Chinese Paper 1 today was dreadful but I finished it quickly and didn't bother to check through because I didn't have the mood to then took a really good nap even though it was freezing cold in the hall.

I need to focus on Chinese now.

Your one SMS totally ruined a whole hour of my life... until I realised that I wasn't born to have one of my days spoiled by your silly actions and that I should really learn how to prevent my emotions from taking over.

My bad mood caused me to have a small bicker with my mom. I bet you didn't know that. I bet you wanted that. I bet you don't even care.

I don't know if you're honestly out to spite me because I don't want to believe that you could actually be that evil but you're really making the situation seem like what I'm suspecting it to be.

You know, one day you should just completely kill all hope I have left in me so that I won't care so much all the time and you'll have one less person to disturb you with so many questions. Maybe then you'll be able to live a happier and more fulfilled life, huh?

Whatever. I have better things to do.

I feel like dying... Daddy, can you bring me up to heaven now? :)