Sunday, July 27, 2008
62. @ 10:10 pm
I am aware that I may have said and repeated this quite a bit, but I honestly praise and thank God for this confidence and excitement He has blessed me with to feel something so strong that I have never felt before, and now I think I am truly ready for greater challenges to come my way because I know God will be my strength throughout to overcome these tasks which are evidently
puny in His eyes so that I will grow in favour and wisdom (:
Bring it on.
Saturday, July 26, 2008
61. @ 2:07 pm
And so it really hurts.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
60. @ 8:15 pm
I'm really sad.
So confused,
so lost,
so worried,
so scared.
So worried,
so afraid.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
59. @ 3:44 pm
Fourteen people already know about the one-eighth.
It's been exactly two weeks, and I'm enjoying the most out of it (:
Sunday, July 20, 2008
58. @ 11:36 pm
"She's very cute... how?"
Teehee!
Friday, July 18, 2008
57. @ 10:12 pm
I Feel Pretty - West Side StoryI feel pretty
Oh so pretty
I feel pretty and witty and gay
And I pity
Any girl who isn't me today
I feel charming
Oh so charming
It's alarming how charming I feel
And so pretty
That I hardly can believe I'm real
See the pretty girl in that mirror there?
Who can that attractive girl be?
Such a pretty face
Such a pretty dress
Such a pretty smile
Such a pretty me!
I feel stunning
And entrancing
Feel like running
And dancing for joy
For I'm loved
By a pretty wonderful boy
Have you met my good friend Maria
The craziest girl on the block?
You'll know her the minute you see her
She's the one who is in an advanced state of shock
She thinks she's in love
She thinks she's in Spain
She isn't in love
She's merely insane
It must be the heat
Or some rare disease
Or too much to eat
Or maybe it's fleas
Keep away from her
Send for Chino
This is not the Maria we know
Modest and pure
Polite and refined
Well-bred and mature
And out of her mind!
I feel pretty
Oh so pretty
That the city should give me its key
A committee
Should be organized to honour me
I feel dizzy
I feel sunny
I feel fizzy and funny and fine
And so pretty
Miss America can just resign
See the pretty girl in that mirror there
(What mirror, where?)
Who can that attractive girl be?
(Which, what, where, whom?)
Such a pretty face
Such a pretty dress
Such a pretty smile
Such a pretty me!
I feel stunning
And entrancing
Feel like running and dancing for joy
For I'm loved
By a pretty wonderful boy
"You like pink, right? Choose pink!"
Thursday, July 17, 2008
56. @ 7:30 pm
I'm an awful person
and that's got to change.
I'm a selfish meanie
and that's got to change.
I'm an unfeeling, insensitive monster
and that's got to change.
I disappoint myself too much
and that's got to change.
I anger the hearts of many around me
and that's got to change.
I have no self-control
and that's got to change.
And so I pray.
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Coffee actually works in keeping me awake through the night, though I shouldn't drink it so often in case it stains my teeth and possibly to the extent of corroding them like Coke in your stomach.
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
55. @ 11:38 pm
I just typed a whole lot of rubbish and deleted it because I guessed that it would be an eyesore to readers and I wouldn't want that because no one would visit my blog and tag me beautiful words of encouragement or write me nice long letters on pretty letter paper or converse with me in the complex language of Moo Moo Town just because I hurt their eyes and not communicating with me is just their way of taking revenge. What vindictiveness!
And I realise that was a paragraph filled with nonsensical logic that I cannot help but type because my mind is in a confused state right now even though it's supposed to be at rest at such an hour like this.
I actually think doodling would be a better cure than typing words that I, myself, do not understand but it doesn't matter as long as my blog isn't let to die.
I want to dream again. I want to dream of fresh, green grass and elegant, white unicorns and cotton candy clouds and rainbows in the sky and balloons of every colour and me just sitting there watching all these things come to life.
AND THERE WILL NOT BE A SINGLE MOSQUITO IN MY DREAM BECAUSE THEY'VE ALREADY GOTTEN ENOUGH FROM ME, ACCOMPLISHING FIVE BITES IN HALF AN HOUR.
"Mummy, get her back online now!"
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
54. @ 3:54 pm
This incident has made me realise that I cannot dance and was probably not created for dancing.
I have a lot of issues.
Are you happy now?Proper English isn't a choice anymore -
It has become a competition.
Thursday, July 03, 2008
53. @ 11:00 pm
♥
You're my honeybunch, sugarplum, pumpy-umpy-umpkin
You're my sweetie pie
You're my cuppycake, gumdrop, snoogums boogums pure
The apple of my eye
And I love you so
And I want you to know
That I'll always be right here
And I love to sing this song to you
Because you are so dear
As you go through life you'll see
There is so much that we don't understand
But the only thing we know
Is things don't always go the way we planned
But you'll see every day
That we'll never turn away
When it seems all your dreams come undone
We will stand by your side
Filled with hope and filled with pride
We are more than we are
We are one
Even those who are gone
Are with us as we go on
Your journey has only begun
Tears of pain, tears of joy
One thing nothing can destroy
Is our pride, deep inside
We are one
Whenever you remember times gone by
Remember how we held our heads so high
When all this world was there for us
And we believed that we could touch the sky
Whenever you remember, I'll be there
Remember how we reached that dream together
Whenever you remember
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
You raise me up so I can stand on mountains
You raise me up to walk on stormy seas
I am strong when I am on your shoulders
You raise me up to more than I can be
You'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on, now and forevermore
You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart, always
When the visions around you
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surrounds you
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength, I'll give you hope
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call was standing here all along
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends forever
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends forevermore