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Daddy's Beloved ♥
THE PRESIDENT OF MOO MOO TOWN.
29 April.
NCC (DARE).
CHIJ-OLGC. SCGS(P). SCGS.

1 Love. 2 Love. 3 Love. 4G. 5SY. 6SY.

1SY. 2CO. 3GY. 4GY.

NORTH ZONE.
CIA 1. Audience of One.

SCRCY.
Warrant Officer.

I'm priceless.

Run The Race ♥
Beloveds

With Different Tongues ♥





Monday, March 31, 2008
22. @ 12:03 am


Oh, my gosh, I think I need a manicure
The sun, I swear, is getting to my gorgeous hair
(The sun, I swear, is ruining my gorgeous hair)
16, 24, I don't even know the score
(3, 5, 64, I don't know the stupid score)
Go go, fight fight
Gee, I hope I look alright

Red, blue, yellow, green
What's the colour of my team?
I don't know, I don't care
I just wanna do my hair

I'm a bimbo
*Clap clap clap*
I'm a bimbo
*Clap clap clap*
I'm a B-I-M-B - oh nevermind
I'm a bimbo



Nobody knows me
Nothing before the day that I came
Like others who lived and prayed for the same
They don't even know my family name
Nobody knows

Nobody sees me
Bless me with luck, the rules of their art
I've been all they hoped each day from the start
But no one has seen the dreams in my heart
Nobody knows
Nobody knows

This is my only chance
Love open my heart
Years of broken dreams all in the past
This is my only chance
Love make me a part
Of someone who knows me

Starting with the eyes
Painted for an emperor
Wonder if his eyes will see me

Living in a cage
His forbidden city
Wonder if tonight he'll choose me


Put my heart at ease
Son of heaven, please
Bring your golden keys for me
Son of heaven, please
Bring your golden keys for me

We have given all these years
The son of heaven fills our dreams
He alone can change our lives
The power of the throne
Just one man (Just one man)
Only man that we could love (We could love)
If he never looks our way (Looks our way)
We'll die alone

This is my only chance
Love open my heart
Years of broken dreams all in the past
This is my only chance
Love make me a part
Of someone who shows me he loves me and knows me
At last
Saturday, March 29, 2008
21. @ 7:11 pm


SONG GOT CHAMPION!

Okay, back to work.
Friday, March 28, 2008
20. @ 5:16 pm


I am finally able to post due to the shortage of time I currently can afford to come online. I have vowed not to sleep past 11pm every day because I am wise (:

Red Cross yesterday was fun with the crappy game of Charades (in a positive sense) but I decided not to stay back because I needed to run some errands. I didn't complete any form of homework at all, but surprisingly, most of them weren't collected today. Praise God!

There's going to be Red Cross Arts Festival tomorrow and I'll be out from 9.30am - 6pm which means I won't be able to attend (Elena's) St. Nicholas Girls' School Run & Fiesta 2008 thing, but oh well... they can always come for SC's Carnival! *Ahembuymyticketsahem*

I've just finished consuming a 100g packet of Marks & Spencer Percy Pig and Pals soft gums and I feel fat. Which reminds me, I have to go start on my Science assignment now (yes, I am terrifically diligent). Tata!
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
19. @ 10:31 pm


I know I'm damn attractive and all, but seriously, mosquitoes: y'all don't have to bite me so much, you know.

I fell asleep at around 6pm and woke up at 9pm to realise that I had been bitten 6 TIMES (or more), most probably all of the bites made by the same mosquito. I now aspire to become a fumigator so that I can wipe all the existing mosquitoes' butts off the face of the earth. I missed my show too ): Oh well.

I haven't studied for the Chinese and First Aid tests that we're going to sit for tomorrow which is bad because it's already 10.42pm and I want to sleep. Dang. I wish I wasn't as obsessive - it hurts.

I have Sports Day Marching Contingent practice to look forward to, though! I don't know why but I suddenly feel excited all over again thinking about it, which is a good thing :D I think the mosquito bites are causing me to have a difficulty breathing. I hope I'll be able to sell off all my carnival tickets soon enough (they take up space)!

Oh, on a side note, although I may sound unusually desperate, (don't worry, I'm not. I'm just afraid that she slipped and died or something) my SCRCY Angel's really mean to not have written to me for a few days now and I'm sad because of that. Hmpho.

I'm still pissed with VGA 'cos it ain't making my life any better.
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
18. @ 10:13 pm


The Language Arts test this morning was incredibly screwed up which just made me upset the whole day because I was busy worrying about how horribly I would score for it. I know that Daddy will take care of the whole situation and I do thank Him for casting his abundant favour and grace upon me, but sometimes I choose to wonder.

I think History remedial was somewhat helpful. My stomach was grumbling throughout the whole hour due to the fact that I didn't know we could bring food up to the AVA Room to eat and so I didn't do so, afraid that I would be late for the remediation altogether if I decided to rush down to the canteen to purchase a snack, resulting in an empty, grouchy - dang, there isn't any scientific term for "stomach" (it already is one itself).

The remediation ended slightly before 3pm so Linda and I decided to have our lunch: Lor Mai Kai and a chicken patty, plus apple juice and Linda's frozen green tea which I definitely did not pick deliberately. We then proceeded in walking around the track to join Ami, Ruth and Wen Qian, but left soon after since I had to go anyway.

Ventured to Plaza Singapura to shop for materials which would help complete the Math project which is due tomorrow. We took a very long time looking around Spotlight, contemplating on which brand of paint we should buy. After finally discovering the brand most value for money, we headed to Ju's house where I realised that I truly yearn for an iPod Touch. My birthday's drawing nearer each day... anyone wanna buy me one? It's only SGD$498 online, how affordable!

I now have to feed my famished zebras, see ya!

P/S I wouldn't mind a 2nd generation iPod nano PRODUCT (RED) Special Edition, an iPhone (which isn't yet selling in Singapore), my beloved Mysterious Green S500i or Windows Vista (which means a whole new laptop altogether) :D
17. @ 1:07 am


Look at what I discovered Sunday morning:


He must have been dead tired.


My beloved Chicky and Abu Moom Jr. (:

I am now pissed with Blogger and VGA because they're both unreasonable.
Friday, March 21, 2008
16. @ 7:04 pm


Why - Nicole Nordeman

We rode into town the other day
Just me and my Daddy
He said I'd finally reached that age
And I could ride next to him on a horse
That of course was not quite as wild

We heard a crowd of people shouting
And so we stopped to find out why
And there was that man
That my dad said he loved
But today there was fear in his eyes

So I said, "Daddy, why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is He dressed in that bright purple robe?
I'll bet that crown hurts Him more than He shows
Daddy, please can't you do something?
He looks as though He's gonna cry
You said he was stronger than all of those guys
Daddy, please tell me why -
Why does everyone want him to die?"

Later that day the sky grew cloudy
And Daddy said I should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy
Boy was he right
But I could not keep from wondering
If there was something he had to hide

So after he left I had to find out
I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds
To a hill where I knew men had been killed
And I heard a voice come from a cross

And it said, "Father, why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for My robe?
This crown of thorns hurts Me more than it shows
Father, please can't You do something?
I know that You must hear My cry
I thought I could handle the cross of this size
Father, remind Me why -
Why does everyone want Me to die?
When will I understand why?"

"My precious Son, I hear them screaming
I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming
But soon I will clothe You in robes of My own
Jesus, this hurts Me much more than You know
But this dark hour I must do nothing
Though I've heard Your unbearable cry
The power in Your blood destroys all of the lies
Soon You'll see past their unmerciful eyes
Look there below, see the child
Trembling by her father's side
Now I can tell You why -
She is why You must die."
15. @ 6:25 pm


I just slept for 6 hours without switching off the computer. I am such an energy conserver.

Anyhow, I am gratefully appreciative of the Good Friday holiday when I can actually concentrate and complete the homework that was due quite a long time ago... I'm just trusting Daddy for favour, amen? (:

Yesterday was busy wusy! I got booked for long fingernails during spot-check ): I have to remember to bring a nail clipper to school from now on. I've already been caught once for low socks and I don't wish for anymore demerit points.

Red Cross meeting was enjoyable. I don't quite remember what we did but I know that the Secondary Twos learnt the great SCRCY workout which made me feel smart (although I know that it is because I am intelligent that I study). Plus, Angel and Ward's starting again! I'm really excited for it, but I'm just hoping my Angel and Ward write to me regularly :D

Part of the level ran 3 rounds around the track after the meeting and we ate snacks to originally celebrate Easter but it didn't turn out quite right in the end (I consumed so many Cheez Balls it's unhealthy...). Then we headed home (:
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
14. @ 4:16 pm


梁山伯与茱丽葉 – 曹格 & 卓文萱

我的心想唱首歌给你听
歌词是如此的甜蜜
可是我害羞我没有勇气
对你说一句我爱你


为什么你还是不言不语
难道你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意


千言万语裡
只有一句话能表白我的心

千言万语裡
只有一句话就
能够让我们相偎相依

我爱你
你是我的茱丽葉
(茱丽葉)
我愿意变成你的梁山伯
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜

把爱 (永远) 不放开 (I love you)

我爱你
你是我的羅密歐
(羅密歐)
我愿意变成你的祝英台
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
美丽的爱情祝福着
未来

为什么你还是不言不语 (不言不语)
难道是你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意


千言万语裡
只有一句话能表白我的心

千言万语裡
只有一句话就
能够让我们相偎相依

我爱你
你是我的茱丽葉
(茱丽葉)
我愿意变成你的梁山伯
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜

把爱 (永远) 不放开 (I love you)

我爱你
你是我的羅密歐
(羅密歐)
我愿意变成你的祝英台
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
美丽的爱情祝福着未来


我爱你
你是我的茱丽葉
(茱丽葉)
我愿意变成你的梁山伯
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜

把爱 (永远) 不放开 (I love you)

我爱你
你是我的羅密歐
(羅密歐)
我愿意变成你的祝英台
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
美丽的爱情祝福着未来


It was supposed to be a secret -
something no one should have found out about.
Saturday, March 15, 2008
13. @ 9:18 pm


Oh dear, I haven't been posting for a few days now.

So Red Cross March Day Camp was alright overall, but I really think the buddy system should have been implemented throughout... I missed my quail eggs. Firedrills went unexpectedly well! They were much better than the previous ones I had been through. And I pray June Camp will be an overnight one (:

Almighties outing at Sentosa yesterday was fun! I loved getting soaked by the rain and the seawater. Praise and Worship was fulfilling, I actually experienced Daddy's love and cried! I found it quite cool.

There was Red Cross Arts Festival auditions today at Assumption English School. It was scarily exciting. I made so many mistakes before performing but fortunately didn't sing out of tune or miss any dance steps (: I knew God was guiding me all along. It kind of dragged to end at 2pm so I totally missed DARE's pre-service and Praise and Worship ): But I attended the preaching (which didn't last very long). I think anointing was cool! I got prayed for by Pastor Dan,

"Favour upon her beauty."

I felt satisfied after that. I know I can be confident when I have Jesus with me (:

Grass patch, McDonald's and dancing. MRT, car and home. Sweet.






Wednesday, March 12, 2008
12. @ 9:17 pm


Everything's changing - slowly, one by one - and I can't take it all. I hate this, really, I do.

Maybe I'm just tired and I haven't packed for tomorrow's second camp day, but I'm getting really annoyed at everything and I know I should learn to calm down.

I need more time.
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
11. @ 7:26 pm


There's Red Cross March Day Camp tomorrow, and truthfully, I'm not looking forward to it ):
Monday, March 10, 2008
10. @ 11:45 pm


Everything seems really screwed up right now.

I have got to stop coming online. It's making everyone around me angry, and it's causing me to become extremely pissed at myself. I haven't done any proper work and there's not going to be enough time to do what's left if I don't concentrate. I, am, fed, up.

You don't deserve Her (:
Sunday, March 09, 2008
9. @ 8:38 pm


Today was quite a hectic day. I woke up lethargic but pulled myself out of bed to prepare for church. Intentionally planned to meet Anna at Cityhall at 12.30pm but I was tardy (the usual) so I headed straight to Starbucks for bible study with Coach Hee Jhun. It went really well and I received a lot. Moreover, what Coach shared about was preached later on for service so I found it quite cool (:

Service was alright but I couldn't concentrate much and I don't know why, but I wasn't really in the mood anyway ): Talked quite a bit while Yong Mou was being rowdy. We immediately ventured to the cinema after service to get tickets for Step Up 2: The Streets which I enjoyed though it had a totally typical storyline. The dance moves were interesting but I think I got a headache from watching the movie - probably because of the music.

So Elena and Anna went home after that and left Hannah and me to walk around Suntec waiting for my parents (and Hannah eating her McChicken™ burger). And now I'm sitting at home not having eaten a proper dinner, worrying about tomorrow and the rest of the week - which I shall cast upon Daddy to handle.

I miss you.
Saturday, March 08, 2008
8. @ 11:16 pm


I'm back from a thrilling day of excitement! Dare2Play 4 (AmazinGrace) was quite testing since I have low stamina... but it was fun anyhow. Went around Chinatown earning points but didn't emerge the level champion and I became sad ): We actually ran all the way back to Suntec from Cityhall and I almost died!

The provided catered dinner was somewhat yummy. Then we played two rounds of Mafia and went into the Rock Auditorium for the Praise and Worship service! My knee cramped halfway so I needed to bend it but it got better after a while so I was glad. The service was awesome! It reminded me so much of EJ. I liked it when we prayed for each other because it felt good to give and receive (:

Oh, Pei Xian gave me a sheet of stickers from Toys 'R' Us filled with animal stickers which I totally adore! I love Pei Xian a lot ♥

So there really is nothing much to say about today because it was too wonderful to be expressed with words, you had to be there to experience the magnificence :D

I came back and was reminded again that I rock.


You're so annoying, it's getting annoying.
Friday, March 07, 2008
7. @ 7:24 pm


Lately, the devil has been lying to me, obviously attempting to deceive me but to no avail (what a loser).
"You're so dense you didn't even receive a prize."
"You actually dropped class? And you thought you were smart... yeah, right."
"You're not as intelligent as the Top 20."
"It's impossible, you're not going to make it."
"Dream on."
"You can't manage your time well."

"Am I that lousy?"


Whatever, stupid. Like you're worth the time listening to - you should feel highly honoured that I'm actually featuring you in this post, but I bet you're too comatose to realise anything that's going on around you.

Anyway, on to more worthy matters, I stayed back for the Prize-Giving Ceremony today in school which was quite fun. Talked a lot and screamed for Luo Shuang (: Then, I came home famished and stuffed my mouth with 1000 Smoky BBQ Pringles (there was no more Sour Cream 'n' Onion left!), a custard muffin-thingy and my dinner which I can never appreciate because there simply isn't any L-O-V-E in the cooking.

I'm sincerely excited to start doing my homework (mainly made up of projects) and I have no idea why. But for now, I have to get my stilettos ready for Monday and prepare for Dare2Play4 tomorrow, so I bid you farewell.

Remember, monkeys rule.
Thursday, March 06, 2008
6. @ 8:08 pm


It's truly frightening how quickly time seems to pass.

I remember, when I was still an ignorant Secondary One - totally foreign and adapting to the new school life - and a new recruit in SCRCY, how much I used to depend on the Secondary Twos and Threes, trusting them that everything will turn out perfect, thinking that I wasn't going to be I/C anytime soon.

I did not worry much, I just left everything for my seniors to handle (because there was nothing I was really in charge of). I remember how I was afraid to shout for permissions, how I didn't dare lift my leg up to 90 degrees during Footdrill and admiring Faeqa for having the courage to do so.

I remember the first meeting of ice-breakers: mainly playing Double Wacko and withstanding the torturous screams of many people. I remember being weird and drinking from my own Converse water bottle instead of Qian Yi's Coke bottle which I drank from later on, after being informed that we were only allowed to drink from standardisations.

Now, many things have changed... GREATLY, and I'm not able to be as composed as before. It's not that I don't think I can put my trust in the current Secondary Threes (because I'm sure I can), it's just that I have the constant mentality of, "Just in case." Many responsibilities now lie in the hands of the Secondary Twos, like proposals and being good role models to the Secondary Ones. We too have to help the Secondary Threes out, seeing as their level is somewhat small. I feel like I'm being crushed by a blender.

Coping with school work is enough of a chore, let alone CCA. I'm casting all my cares unto Daddy to instil in me the determination of resisting the urge of doing unnecessary stuff like chatting on MSN and, probably, blogging. I need to improve on time management, no doubt about that. I do things way too slowly.

I told myself not to do redundant things just recently, like being a busybody, but I guess it isn't really showing... hear that, Lord? :P

Alright, I have to rush my homework now. Hopefully, I'll survive this year. Tata!

I think I draw well.
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
5. @ 4:02 pm


Gonna post a really quick one because my lunch is waiting for me in the kitchen.

I think Marks & Spencers Organic speckled eggs taste good (: Yes, I already opened the packet - and scotch-taped it back. And I think Blogger's really irritating because editing posts take a million hours to get them perfected like my previous post which was extremely inconvenient. I've been thinking whether I should remove my Fast Web Counter considering that I'm kind of cheating myself if I keep visiting my blog to see whether my posts look alright...

I'm bursting under the pressure of Secondary 2 school work! There are so many projects to do and so little time. Which reminds me, I have to study for the Chinese test tomorrow ): I don't like to read Chinese texts... but I shall try enjoying it.

My food's getting cold. Bye for now.
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
4. @ 6:48 pm


Yes, I'm finally able to post an entry before midnight - what an accomplishment! (: Okay, I just came back from RC Song and Dance practices... they're getting more confusing by the minute! Oh dear, I really have to focus.

We were having Computer Studies lesson just now in school and that was when Computer Lab 4's Internet Explorer decided to screw up my html -.- But thankfully, it's alright on my laptop. The school's computers are seriously w-o-l-s-s-l-o-w. I can't stand using them and I don't see the need to have CS lessons seeing as we can't do much.

Oh, right! During CS lesson, Amanda asked me to take a blogthing:

How Obsessive Are You?

Check all that apply to you or that you agree with.

You worry about being seriously ill.
You worry about things being contaminated or dirty.
*You need objects (like CD's, groceries, or stuff on your desk) to be arranged a certain way.
You are preoccupied with death and dying.
You are overly concerned with your house catching fire or being robbed.
You often think of horrible things you can't get out of your head.
You need to check locks on doors or light switches multiple times.
You worry a lot about losing valuable things.
You are preoccupied with the idea of something bad happening to your loved ones.
You worry that you will do something highly inappropriate because of your secret urges.
You shower, bathe, or groom yourself excessively.
You have little counting rituals you do throughout your day.
You collect objects that most people consider useless.
*You repeat actions (like pouring a drink) until they feel right.
You have unlucky colors, numbers, or words you avoid.
You sometimes have horrifying mental images that you can't get out of your mind.
You often ask people if you have done things the right way.
*It takes you more time to do things than most people.
You have lucky numbers, rituals, colors, or days of the week.
*You are constantly making lists.
It is very difficult for you to control obsessive thoughts or actions.
Your obsessions cause you a good deal of distress.
Your obsessive thoughts or actions disrupt your work or school life.
Because of your thoughts, you tend to avoid going out or doing every day tasks.
At least a couple hours of your day are taken up by your obsessions.

*Especially true

I was rushed and received a "You Are 48% Obsessive" while Amanda received a "You Are 52% Obsessive". I find the quiz really hilarious AND I often repeat actions until they feel right (adapted from the quiz) so I decided to take it again SLOWLY to enable higher accuracy:

You Are 68% Obsessive

You tend to have obsessive thoughts, and sometimes these cross over into your daily life. While everyone does have a few weird rituals, you have to work to keep yours from taking over your life.

Haha! I feel excited with the thought of telling Amanda my result tomorrow. Man, I need to stop eating so much junk food.

Off to complete my stack of homework now (and to clear my homework list which I constantly make). Toodles!

P.S. I love to eat donuts!
3. @ 12:04 am


I've finally managed to somewhat finish studying for the History test which I'm going to sit for later on. I'm glad that I actually understand and am able to apply the SBQ skills which we supposedly were expected to grasp last year, but - apparently - I sucked at them. I'm just going to let go and let God, to trust Him that He will constantly guide me through the test, leading me to full marks! I'm sure that's an easy peasy task for my Daddy's mighty hands (:

I forgot to mention yesterday that my dad had bought me Organic speckled eggs (Organic milk chocolate eggs with a decorated candy shell) and farm yard animals (fruit flavoured gums) from Marks & Spencer, both of which I haven't tasted. According to Ju, they are really expensive candy... and that realisation doesn't make me want to open the packets any sooner.

Sometimes I look at my handwriting and I think that it is scarily neat.
Sometimes I think about it and realise that I hate my friends most of the time.


I want pink pumps like these :D
Monday, March 03, 2008
2. @ 12:34 am


I'm awake at this time doing my Geography homework which I do not actually plan to finish up. I think that human Geography is really difficult to understand... or maybe it's just because I don't study. Either way, I'm tired and I want to sleep.

I swear, my Chinese journal entries wouldn't be as awesome as they are without help from an English-Chinese dictionary. I cannot comprehend Chinese dictionaries and I don't exactly see the need for them since, if you already know the Chinese phrase, you probably would remember how to write it and you don't actually have to look it up, do you?

Then there's the upcoming History common test tomorrow which I haven't studied for considering how disciplined I am.

I miss Adventure Camp!


I hate it when you walk away.

Sunday, March 02, 2008
1. @ 1:03 pm


So I made a new Blogger, just came back from Secondary 2 Adventure Camp, have lots of homework to complete and would love for y'all to relink me (:

Bye!