The Realm Of Righteousness ♥

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Monday, June 29, 2009

Hey Daryl! :)

I'd promised to dedicate a cheerful post to you just as you had done for me so here's one which isn't going to turn out as strangely as the previous :)

Notice the colours in this post? I'm learning from you the techniques of blogging joyfully :)

These few months have been amazingly wonderful to have been able to crap so much with you and the rest and I really appreciate the joy all of you have brought to me. It actually overrules the 'emoness' of this blog and I really should start focusing on the bright side of life instead of only posting about unhappy moments. Thank you for that sudden realisation :)

I pray that you find this merry enough! I still don't really know how you want my blog post to turn out but I'm trying to make it good :)

Well, to sum it all up: Yoopeeno mushy ploop boombambleep mokoopap tuki roovee lamoo SOOP mloopshee heyeeko nopalaya shwee vwavwamon :)

Stay happy, cheers! :)

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Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Daddy, why are there such people in the world?

They make me feel so evil, as if everything I do is wrong, but don't they realise that they're actually the cause of it all?

Why do they act so innocent and why do they seem to receive all the favour when, really, they're truly the cunning ones?

Why is it that when they badmouth people, nobody seems to care but when we comment on them, everybody starts defending them in their own way?

Why, Daddy? Why do I feel like this? Why do I feel so bad?

Why do I feel like crying, killing myself - dying?

Why?

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Thursday, June 18, 2009

我在七月内必须考‘O’水准第一套考试：口试与听力考试。我只因为已受到很大的压力，所以会在博刻上打文字。我最怕的是口试了，但是我知道有了耶稣在，我就不用害怕 - 因为他就是解决方法，阿门！：D

我正在写月记，可是觉得华文写得很烦，便到这里来休息一下。没想到，我现在可能因为太注意文字而觉得头痛……哎……好多圆点哦！

我认为我应该做一些更有趣的事情……我会回来……！

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Friday, June 12, 2009

I... need to eat... because I'm really quite hungry.

But... I need to stop eating... so that I can weigh those 37 kilograms once more.

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Monday, May 25, 2009

You can put the blame on me,

because it's not like I've gotten enough.
I'm sorry, very sorry, so very sorry.

You will never be able to control me.

Where sin abounds, grace superabounds.

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Tuesday, May 05, 2009

Maybe it was just wishful thinking on my part, and maybe, I was just dreaming the whole way.

Fall Afresh On Me

I come before Your throne
To worship at Your feet
To look upon Your nail-pierced hands, oh, Lord
How awesome is Your love

For You
Your grace restores my soul
You've set Your heart on me
You've set me in Your righteousness

Fall afresh on me
Move within my heart
Let Your tenderness consume me
Pour Your love on me
Like rain upon my face
'Til everything I am
Is lost in Your embrace
Fall afresh on me

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Saturday, May 02, 2009

I guess, I wasn't putting God first.
I guess, I was a terrible friend.
I guess, I expected too much from you.
I guess, you gave me much too good of an impression.
I guess, you got too much of my hopes up.
I guess, you had other plans in mind.
I guess, this wasn't meant to be in the first place.
I guess, I was being much too sensitive.
I guess, I was thinking way too much.
I guess, I was being really stupid.

I'm sorry, because everything was probably my fault.

I'll try, I'll try so very hard, never to associate with you again.
You're horrible, and you probably don't even realise it.

Goodnight, and goodbye.

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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Here's another thank you post to
Jiejie - for the SMS and being the first to wish me
Rachel Kee - for the SMS
Jonathan Tan - for the SMS
Flabby - for the SMS
Elena - for the SMS

Bryan Yap - for the Facebook Wall note
Mummy - for the wish and the hug
Gaya - for the SMS
Flabby - for

these two very lovely seashells which you personally picked from the beach and which form the shape of a heart
YC - for

these Reese's Peanut Butter Cups and this wonderful drawing
Jonathan Chan - for the SMS
Andrea - for the wish and the hug
Ami - for

Daisy
Alison - for

the lovely-to-touch plastic bag, this star card, Ice Princess and this Hershey's Kiss
Shawn Tay - for the SMS
Carolyn Lim - for

this paper bag full of goodies
Anna - for the SMS
Secondary 3 Generosity - for the birthday song during A Math
every single one of my sixteen Red Cross levelmates - for the birthday song and

this extremely touching scrapbook
Daddy - for the SMS
Chloe Pang - for

this necklace
Mummy - for

this scrumptious lunch, delectable cake and the amazing photographs
Jodie - for the SMS
Yan Chao - for the SMS
Elena - for the Facebook Wall note
Alison - for the Facebook Wall note
Fann - for the Facebook Wall note
Jacqueline - for the Facebook Wall note
Jeremiah - for the Facebook Wall note
Elaine - for the SMS
Constance - for the Facebook Wall note
Donatus - for the Facebook Wall note
Daddy and Mummy - for the red packets
Celestine - for the Facebook Wall note
Evan - for the SMS
Jiejie - for

this awesome card
Amanda Soo and Amanda Loh - for

this card which surprised me
Shana - for the Facebook Wall note
Beatrice, Benita, Chloe Tan, Dennis, Derek, Jonathan Tan and Ryan - for

the incredibly sweet surprise celebration
Chloe Tan - for

this letter and this really pretty environmentally-friendly notebook

Jonathan Tan - for

the tantalising Royce chocolates

Ryan - for

this adorable box and card, this stuffed dog and this lovely keychain
Deborah Koh - for the Facebook Wall note
Daryl, Eunice, Jodie, Joletta, Jonathan Chan, Melissa, Misa and Sharon - for

the surprise celebration at Bakerzin
Jonathan Chan - for

this stuffed dog and the colourful card
Jodie - for

this thoughtful card

Elena - for

this bangle and yellow nail polish

Anna - for

this elegant paper bag, these beautiful earrings and this adorable necklace

and everybody who wished me in one way or another.

Last but not least, thank you Jesus - for making this birthday perfect and blessing me in every possible way.